Ready to change.

I'm having a super tight schedule starting tomorrow consisting of a week's work non-stop, literally like turbo mode beginning last Saturday until this Friday so we're talking about 7days consecutive. Then, Imma' go for a training on Saturday under the best agent working for one of the best companies but I won't say what. Clearly I'm not doing drugs or training to be some assassin so I could secretly sneak inside that person's room and kill him off without leaving any trace. Though I wish I could. Whoops! =x

Up next is my trip back hometown for one whole weekkk which is also a mini getaway from the fucked up life of mine right now. Be it work or relationships because both of them equally sucks and is driving me up the walls. Back there I'm gonna meet up with all my sisters and we'd have a great time talking, gossiping or maybe some scolding will be needed for some specific few. What? I'm sulung anyway.

Also, I'm able to slot in some time for the visit to church with Mom and hopefully Dad will be following since it's gonna be a big day. Big day means.... well you're just gonna have to wait till the/that day haha.

Speaking of big day the other BIG day would be when me and Miss V finally get our tattoos done since we've been speaking and talking about it since eons ago but never seem to make it happen because..

Fact number one; it costs a shitload.

Fact number two; tremendous amount of pain according to different individuals.

Fact number three; unsure of what designs we're gonna pick and whereabouts on the body.

Fact number four; we do not know where to go.

So there you have it. Pretty tight right? It helps to drown away other bullpoop, trust me.

Though things have been so screwed up lately and the hangover isn't really 'over' yet, I'm almost contented because I know there'll be no regrets and in fact, there's gonna be this one day where I'm gonna look back and totally lmao at the fact that I was a total dumbass to grieve over petty things like these.

Sooner or later, it's just a matter of time until I'm gonna forget your name. =) Till then, do treasure the good memories that you've once had because it makes you happy. That's what I learnt from you but if you choose to hate and hold grudge, good luck because it'll all be for nothing. I've also learnt how to appreciate friends which I have left beside me, all thanks to you for driving a few good ones away and also to aim much higher than the present. You're one of the reasons why I became strong too, so Imma' thank you sincerely. Without you, I'd never find the true meaning of childishness, immaturity and how easy it is to break a promise along with all the empty hopes you gave me.

Somehow I did a very wrong thing and the only sin is that I've ruined something precious which kept two lives going. It was very irrational of me to do so and I must have been crazy for wanting to do it. Believing in Karma has always been in my dictionary and I'd rather let it bite me now than after like when I have kids and stuff. Ain't no way I'm gonna allow that to happen.

This is by far the longest blog post since I first blogged and hopefully the motivation stays on. Till then I'm signing off now to shower and a movie. Cheerios!